Today was a good day... despite the pile of homework i hardly made a dent in and the being tired and the headache that lasted for hours... but none the less, it was good.

stephy picked me up... and it was cool cuz she was all driving and her gma was all freaking out... and it was entertaining. then i got to be a part of creative writing. i like it. but i like observing rather than actually being in the class because its been a long while since ive written poetry and im not good at it at all...

lunchtime with the two cookies... honors pass with,.. well ya know it was honors pass...

ap computer science... playing mahjong for like an hour listening to randys ipod cuz i'm stuck...and jayson was stuckm but now he figured it out meaning so did i...lol.

and galen talked to me... with the hi and the how are you, and the not fighting... and the everyone in gov being like why are you talking and not fighting... amusing or something... he also said that nothing was ever my fault...which i cant really agree with... but he said it never was and i didnt feel like arguing... i mean come on...how are some things not my fault.. sure hes had  time to think.. but still... not all not my fault ????

do you really wanna hear about my day...probly not... but i dont care and i want to remind myself...

then... my baby picked me up.. and we got free food from taco bell... cuz he called in and said he came in the drive through and they forgot something...wow so bad...but its works... then we got gas and went to carls jr. for me... (cuz i dont really like taco bell)

then...kingdom of heaven and a much needed nap.

justin told me he was scared of me. being with me makes him melt... tough little boys reminds him of me, hes scared of anything happening to me... anything at all... scared that hes going to mess us up... how i'm different.. hehe perfect...doesnt want us to break up...doesnt wanna hurt me... how hes never been actually scared before....  just a big ness of emotionness.... and cuddling... and kissing...and how the hell could you ever doubt your sexual abilities in anyway...lol that was funny.... me being like...i dont know.. laughing... tenacious d in the car... i dont know it was good.

first day at target tomorrow... training for cashier... i'm so scared... walk in, give sarah social... get guest services code... clock in... find out where the hell i'm suposed to be... and yeah... stressful. but exciting too.

ok...past my bedtime... by far.. i finished hw due tomorrow a long time ago... should be sleeping... ok...loves you all

stephy you need to remind me on thursday night or just tell me actually... if we're going friday morning or not.. kk... haha thatd be fun,,, id be like haha justin your in school and im in portland... lol ok... nevermind... im done

the dogs always move...unless of course your with Sarah...lol

happy happy happy
Current mood: elated

well i really dont know what to say that i havent already said in my last blog. so I guess i'll just tell you about my day or something.

I got woken up my a phonecall from justin, which is just a yay in itself, hehe like the first thing he says to me is i wanna see you, can i see you.... so i got ready really fast and left the house. we went to blockbuster and rented saharra and monster in law...didnt think they were out yet...well thats cuz they're not...thats whats cool about having a friend who works there...hehe. so yeah then we went and watched those. it was nice, we were all cuddled and cute, holding hands and yeah. when he was hungry he went and got some cheez-its and i said id share some...hehe well he comes back and is like they dont have msg in them, i checked and you can eat them, i mean he actually checked ya know. to make sure that i could eat them without getting sick. so so sweet. so yeah saharra and sierra mist...sitting at the gas station....im gonna get us a soda what do u like...mountain dew ok...yep... he comes back with a seirra mist...hehe its kinda like saharra...so it goes good...bothing laughing at the cornyness...hehe. so yeah we watched movies la la la...came back to my house and stuff and just hung out and talked in my room (thats right in my room) and talked to my mommy... and ya know they talked without me and stuff and i was like wow i like it... so then i left for my aunts and thats where i am now....gonna do some work and make some money, but i wont get to see justin when i get back cuz he has to work, but its ok...all day saturday i hope...well at least for 5... so yeah.. i dont know,how is everyone out there... great i hope... i should sleep i kinda gotta get up early tomorrow, but i dont wanna sleep, i just wanna talk to stephy and justin and everyone....i'm just so happy ya know. i dont really want school to start anymore. its going to be like akward or something... with the ness of the colors and the without galen-ness and such, and yeah. stuff like that i guess.well thats the end i guess.... i'm gonna go to bed or just find something else to do....

later 

free at last
Current mood: flirty

So it's been an interesting almost week....

Galen and I broke up...its all for the better believe me. I'm happy about it. I feel bad that it had to be the way it is right now, but things will calm down... they will...

Besides all the Galen drama I've been the happiest ever... I've had the best time ever with Justin....I just really hope he sticks around. I think that its too soon to tell myspace or xanga actual details....when the time is right.

I'm missing my stephy so bad... i wanna hang out with her...but shes in california... sadness...theres so much i wanna tell her and ask her... i sure hope shes having a great time...

As for right now I'm just chillin in my room listening to my country music thinking about a certain someone... i know it seems too soon to be thinking about someone like this... but theres just...like magnetic pull ya know that takes over your whole body and pulls you in... i guess thats a way to explain it. my heartstrings are being tugged ok... and its scary....but i like scary...why cuz i like the rush

so yeah... I'm a little bored right now... if you wanna do something you guys can call me and such... i dont know...

have a great day everyone